Happy 2010 everyone!
Spent my last day of the year with Pearl An.
Brought Creme-me out too, with intentions to fly kite at marina barrage...
but....
it barricaded for some party so plans changed and i had to carry heavy creme while shopping around marina.
shops were plain, nothing caught my eye.
I'm happy i went out today though.
I'm considering OSIP at shanghai since everything is provided and covered,
but it's 7months....
considering......
12:17 AM
It was a belated birthday celebration for eve darling, with Cheryl Jn Jas Wl and Joce.The venue kept changing, but we were lucky we manage to settle somewhere eventually.
We did out groceries at ToaPayoh Central and then walked to jn's granny's place to cook dinner. Joce came over soon with the cake.
It was a funny scene looking at wl cook. Hah.
it was a simple home-cooked dinner with lotsa love.. I enjoyed dinner very much =)
Head down for a walk cos we were all super bloated.
For the very first time, my legs look long.. Haha =D
11:59 PM
I'm stuck at home on the 25th.
Starving....!
Merry Merry Christmas people =)
I cant wait for dinner!
i want Steak in my mouth!
i'm drooling!
(pearl an! how can you miss out on meat!!)
I'm recovered from jealousy!!!
I'm so happy =>
i feel lucky.
so...
from this moment,
i'll keep my eyes open wide; keep my radar on.
sometimes it's so scary people you never knew exist stalks you and adds u everywhere,
and when you ask who they are,
they say, "i've been noticing you blahblahblah..."
*shudders*
Still, Merry Christmas pretties!
3:39 PM
Cant be bothered for pictures cos i'm plain childish.I'm jealous.
YES, J-E-A-L-O-U-S.
i hardly get jealous,
cos i find it childish and dumb.
but now i often do.
just came across my schoolmate's fb,
hopped to her blog and got jealous.
=| stupid. i know.
But how can anyone not?
great family, loving, extremely.
goes to great schools, just graduated from CJ..
wonderful boyfriend,
perfect body proportion,
beautiful legs,
silky hair,
prom queen with a prom King bf.
not rich but seem pretty comfortable.
splendid relationship with her siblings even.
smart, beautiful and great family,
what more to ask for?
me?
*speechless*
i'm jealous.
11:26 PM
I was randomly googling...and i googled my first primary school bestie name...
and.....
i see a BABY!
turning TWO!
Mymymymy......!
then i realise she is a MUMMY!!!!
and i think she is pregnant AGAIN!
okay, i am VERY amazed.
but then again, i've been telling pearl an,
i'm starting to accept all these stuff.
Virginity is nothing much precious in the society i am in now, honestly.
is it my social circle??
cos honestly, i know a more than a handful of decent-looking-enough kids who had sex!
so, i slowly learnt....
and accepted......... and isnt against it..
BUT i am not LOOSE!
i still think i will stay a virgin until i'm married.
or at least until almost-into-marriage.
i know i may be insulting to think this way,
but i gotta confess this.
i always wondered if my friends are still that same friend.
get me?
i dont mean to be rude, really.
but i thought, if i ever am-not,
i wont go telling you people.
unless you ask....
but we never did.
or at least i didnt......
10:17 PM
Life's mundane these hols.Eyes are constantly glued to my laptop with my TV being insane for a year...
yea... so i dont watch tv now, like lee kuan yew n his family....
I've been hooked on 3 dramas; Hi sweetheart, Autumn's concerto and Beyond the realms of Conscience.
Super Hooked!
I think if you give me Autumn's concerto's chinese novel, i'll just bury myself in it.
and the Beyond the realms show is AWESOME too.
Anyway, christmas is coming and i feel nothing.
Dad is delaying my oven.
and i've been doing a lot of online shopping!
gonna clear my wardrobe next Jan before new year.
I wanna get new bag n hopefully, new watch.
my watches are retiring one by one.
now left with the Nautica watch.
Chanel died recently, gotta give her CPR soon.
Waiting for dad to bring her to the hospital.
I miss the times where i look forward to christmas.
miss the times where mummy would buy lotsa stuff for me.
i feel SUPER guilty cos dad is not working hard cos he wants to keep me accompanied at home.
so i feel the need to go out, but if i do so, i'll not be his little good girl that stays home.
I'll be totally alone on chinese new year!
I have no relatives totally.
ZERO.
if my dad or me dies, all that will be at our wake are gonna be MY friends.
Pathetic right?
Think i wont have a wake then.
OH! i'm not Emo-ing.
i'm a happy girl, just ultra bored.
Back on track:
do invite me for visits!!! VERY IMPORTANT!
ohohoh! and avoid my dad!
excuse him cos he dont know how to 'bao ang pao'
so very dangerous for him to meet kids.
think we'll go broke if let him 'bao ang pao'
anyway, Denise is bored.
hopes to meet her future husband soon!
11:44 PM
I'm SOOOOO in love with milk these days.I drink milk all day long,
whenever i'm thirsty..
I finally know why i have nothing to write in this dead-space,
cos my life is SO DULL!
I shall share a little something with you pretties,
...
Dad bought two heart gem stones that attracts to each other (almost like a magnet, hematite to be exact).
I realise there were lotsa scratches on them,
so i said, "there are so much scratches!"
"of cos, they are constantly knocking onto each other"
"okay, then i'll separate them"
"WHY?!"
"cos they are hurting each other!"
"they are not hurting each other, they are making history.."
Friends or Lovers,
i realise we could see things from this perspective:
they did not break my heart, they left a scar on me, as it tells a story...
So today, before i regret saying this..
I thank all that left me a story.
Every boy, every friend, every kin.
and dear aunt n uncle,
i still love you for all your love, and even without those love.
but i dont understand why was it my fault she left.
Happy Birthday! 've been thinking about you lately. Haa =)
6:18 PM
❤FeistyPrincessCharmaine❤
Happy 2010 everyone!
It was a belated birthday celebration for eve darling, with Cheryl Jn Jas Wl and Joce.
it was a simple home-cooked dinner with lotsa love.. I enjoyed dinner very much =)
Head down for a walk cos we were all super bloated. 
For the very first time, my legs look long.. Haha =D
I was randomly googling...
I'm SOOOOO in love with milk these days.